June 2012
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Dear J,
Hey kid, been awhile since we last had a chat, huh? Know you’ve got a lot on your plate right now, more than it seems to most people. The mental state you’ve been in, not for the faint of heart. And it seems like you’ve been beating yourself down a lot, too. Confrontations are at an all-time high. Big things are on the horizon. The time is coming, to prove that you can swim. But...
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May 2012
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Something you Hope to Change about Yourself. And...
Recently, it seems like I’ve started to really lose my drive, my motivation to do much of anything really. It kinda feels like I’m going through the motions, like I have too much to handle, and like I simply can’t win right now. I’m thinking this is adding on to my drive loss (or maybe it’s more things I’m lying to myself about), but the point here is that...
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What if you Were Pregnant or Got Someone Pregnant,...
Well, if I were pregnant, I would make an immediate call to a lab to report an amazing feat of science. And then I would wonder exactly where this baby is living, and how I were to give birth to it…and if my boyfriend were pregnant, as he would say, “Well, I guess we don’t have to try harder anymore.” (lulz) and of course, with my biology, I have nature’s birth...
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this is how i felt when i looked at the calendar and realized edc is just over a week away. JASON WE ARE GOING TO YES OURSELVES TO DEATH.
omg, YES GURL. I cannot wait, this is going to be amazing :,] doode, I seriously can’t believe in nine days, we’re gonna be caravanning to Vegas for the most epic festival EVAR! :D ahhh I’m so JUICED. *bouncing up and down*
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What’s the Best Thing Going for you Right Now?
It’s a bit hard to answer this prompt since there’s a lot of problems that I’m having to deal with right now. I’m not one for exaggeration in reality, or in general usually (unless it comes to my line of work), so when I say there’s a lot to deal with, it’s only because it is. I really do feel like a lot is falling apart, and that I don’t have much in the...
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Have you ever Thought about Giving up on Life? If...
I wrote about this incident before, so I’ll link it since I don’t really wanna go through that all over again. It was between sophomore and junior years, probably the lowest point of my teenage years, and my life period. I’m nowhere near that point, and I don’t think I’ll ever be at that point. It’s been behind me, and it’ll stay there.
-J
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kiryt100 asked: See you at EDC? :D
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The Reason you Believe you’re Still Alive Today
Not for nothing, but I did come close to death more than a few times in my life. I’ve come close to drowning almost a dozen times. My friend and I nearly got T-Boned on the freeway by a drunk driver. I’ve fallen asleep driving home at night at least twice, once with my cousin. Not to mention my botched suicide attempt,. Those are only to name a few instances, instances that were...
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Make a Playlist to Someone, and Explain why you...
See, I’m don’t necessarily like making playlists, per se, because I don’t like limiting what I listening to of an artist to a singular track. Whenever I recommend music to someone, I always go for entire discographies or certain chunks of the discography, because that’s just the way I listen to music, and because my tastes are so eclectic and all over the place. For...
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Something you Wish you Had Done in your Life
This is an odd prompt to write after having bleated on about not wanting to regret anything, considering that wishing to do something different insinuates regret. But in any case, I really wish that I knew what I knew today, and was thereby able to stand up to those bullies in my life. I didn’t know that there wasn’t anything wrong with me. I didn’t know that I was normal, that I...
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“You may encounter many defeats, but you must not be defeated. Please remember...”
– Maya Angelou (via justbesplendid)
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Something you Wish you Hadn’t Done in your Life
It’s said that one should live with regrets. If you do something, it’s because it’s exactly what you want to do in that point in time. That is a subject I’ve touched upon a few times, with giving away a dog tag that represented my deepest love, sticking around a boy who was nothing but bad news for me, being fucked up over boys in general. I can say I regret those things,...
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Your Best Friend is in a Car Accident and you Two...
Well this is really kinda a given. Find out where they’ve been taken, go straight to that hospital, and do everything possible to be at their side. Some petty argument would not be a great deterrent in my concern for their well-being. If it were, well then, we wouldn’t be best friends, now would we? Plain, and simple, nothing else to it.
-J
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Your Views on Drugs and Alcohol
I had this exact question already. Rereading it, it’s pretty much the same except for one crucial thing…and that thing comes with one of those stories >3> haha
It was my friend’s apartment-warming party (coincidentally the apartment I ended up moving into for five months), and it was packed! We got a lot of noise complaints, and I was very hammered. At one point, we were...
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What do you Think of Religion? Or What do you...
Religion, I’ve touched on before. It’s an old read (rereading it is a bit cringing for me lol), but I find the spirit and the meaning in those words still pretty much relevant. I, myself, am calling it “Agnostic with Buddhist beliefs,” and I think that it’s perfectly fine for people to believe in whatever they want as long as they’re not forcing their beliefs...
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Your Views on Gay Marriage
I think the answer to this is so blatantly obvious, I’m not even going to continue any further than this:
Let me marry the man I love.
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Someone or Something you Definitely Could Live...
Any person who knows me knows I am a total carnivore. If there’s something slathered in meat, that’s the first thing I’m going for. So the following post will probably come as more than a shock, but I shall do my best to word it honestly. While it’s probably impossible for me to go completely cold turkey, I think I could live without as much meat in my diet. I’m not...
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Something or Someone you Couldn’t Live Without,...
Well there’s a rather obvious answer here pertaining to my love life, but that’s been talked about already, so I’ll go over another, not as serious but still very serious to me aspect. I have come to realize with my close to 21 years of living that I can’t live without a dog. I simply can’t. When our first dog, Jerry, died, my sister already had her chihuahua,...